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I am tryin' not to tell youbut I want to I'm scared of what you'll say So I'm hidin' what I'm feelin' But I'm tired of holdin' this inside my head

Assalamualaikum

It's been a while since I wrote my last words. Tak lama lagi dah nak raya haji..I am looking forward for it since raya haji dekat Pantai Timur happening gilak. Yes yes yes.
So, back to the topic. Jika anda menyukai seseorang, courage is a catalyst for the relationship, it is like a cow/sheep whatever during raya haji. Do you copy?

But then, have you ever felt like this?
"I'm doing it.I'm not doing it.I'm doing it.I'm not doing it" 
Yes of course you do, everyone do. She is. 

Let say that she's a traditional girl, or young lady? Conservatively..she would have waited for that person to approach her first in whatever way he could. 
Or be a pathetic stalker on whatever IT make it possible. 
Or wait again for second third fourth lead after that person she longed for reached her out first until she surely know that the person liked her. 
If that is not happen, she'll keep this feeling to her self and buried it deep down inside. A coward style.

If she was bold enough? She would reach him out first, maybe, in the second time.
Asking, did he like her or what, when he talked to her instead of other girls?
Or telling him, is she fall for the wrong person who doesn't really like her but just to break out the loneliness of him.
Then stop doing that if you're not going to like me, she would say that.

A friend have said..a pain from rejection is not much painful than a regret from not telling..as he might feel and think of the same...True? Yes? No?

Me? I guess if i like someone, I'll be a bit conservative
But if it's love then it's in the middle? or bold? I wish...haha...never fall for someone anyway~
But if I thought of him in neither way, I would not waste a single time of mine. Or for friendship, i would at most spend 30minutes

Then, with love...Good Bye
I'm exercising my English, so don't feel bad or annoyed for my broken grammar whatsoever